Hopes filled with doubts! 

The decisions she once made, were now blurry. 
The people she waved goodbye, were now being missed. 
Was she ever wrong in choosing her self first or was it all about how the time played its game? 
Sitting in dark, she still wonders were they worth the effort. 
A little buzz on her phone reverts, baby nobody’s worthier than you and nobody would ever be. 
Alas, she fell asleep with her thoughts still mingling and heart still hoping. 

The only constant is YOU

As kids , we have always been told to wait for the next moment. We are expected to do everything in present for the happiness of future 

Go to school and score to be in good college. Score in college to be a good professional. Be a good professional to earn more. Earn more to spend more.

But we save it for the future!!! 

We all live in hope for a good future and a lot of us fail to understand that it is the present which  is supposed to be lived. 

The future is not real and can never be planned. 

Your favourite subject will soon become a bore.

Your dream job will soon be a pain.

Your favourite holiday destinations will become tiring

The people you thought will be till the end will diverge!

Nothing is permanent.

Life isn’t a phase! It is a book of multiple chapters. 

Each chapter beholds something special.

And in every chapter new people are introduced to play their role as the old ones exit.

The only constant is you! Only you!

So the friend that hurt you, the boyfriend that broke you, the test you failed, the job you quit or the dream that shattered were not the end of your life but a end to that chapter.

Every chapter ends and one day the life ends too. 

Don’t hold grudges. 

Don’t cry.

Don’t quit.

He broke your heart? Forgive him.

You scored less? Try harder next time 

You failed? Keep in mind the learnings 

You gave up a job? Find a new one

Every human has a heart that beats but remember it beats to keep you alive and one day it will stop. That day you should only remember what “YOU” did, how much you laughed and how happy you were.

Do everything that makes you happy… Most importantly do everything that gives you peace.. Even if that means calling that guy or speaking to the ex-best friend or not giving the test or quitting the job. If it makes you happy! Do it! 

For every chapter has only one constant “YOU!”

And that YOU should be happy in every moment! 

Failed Friendships, Fake Friendships!

(Failed Friendships!)

Suddenly,it was a question about me and my friendships! 

About the friendships that stopped existing 
About the friendships that were never meant to be but made me feel otherwise 

They say as you grow up, you start loosing friends but does this growth give you strength for accepting the loss?

What went wrong?

What changed?

Was it me?

Was it me who failed? 

Was it me whose efforts didn’t seem enough? 

Was it me who inspite of giving everything to them couldn’t take it far?

Too many failed friendships made me question myself!

And amidst the noises in my head my heart whispered they were never really your friends!

(Fake Friendships!)

And then I realised it was purely my destiny and fortune that bestowed me with only the best people in my life and kept removing the toxic ones so that one day all my efforts would be reciprocated and my friendships would last forever!