Hopes filled with doubts! 

The decisions she once made, were now blurry. 
The people she waved goodbye, were now being missed. 
Was she ever wrong in choosing her self first or was it all about how the time played its game? 
Sitting in dark, she still wonders were they worth the effort. 
A little buzz on her phone reverts, baby nobody’s worthier than you and nobody would ever be. 
Alas, she fell asleep with her thoughts still mingling and heart still hoping. 

Because We Love Mithu!!

So today one of my school friend sent me the above image and said you know why I sent you this? 
I was like umm idk ! Why?! 
And she said,”Because you write; I want you to write a blog about this issue!” 
And I have never felt this good!! 
I don’t really know how good I  would be , but I need to share a story :

When I was a kid I used to visit an aunt for some course and one day they suddenly had this parrot whom they lovingly called “Mithu”

Soon I got attached too , I used to spend time with him, feed him and expect him to repeat what I say .. It was fun! 
But after two weeks suddenly Mithu was gone !! 

And it shocked me because that aunty treated him like her son . 

Innocently, I asked her , ” Where is Mithu!?”

She said,” He’s gone!” 

“But we loved him na? And he seemed happy?!”

She told me ,” Beta , we loved him that’s why we set him free ! He was very small when we found him hurt on the street . Bhaiya bought him to cure him. You know? Mithu wasn’t from India .. And he didn’t know to fly! He must be flying with his mother and then got lost ! So we took him to the doctor , fed him , cured him and then let him go … ”

But why didn’t we let him be here forever??
“Because he has his own family and his own life . We only wanted to help him grow better. And more importantly because we love Mithu!” 
It’s been years to this incident and I still remember him and I am sure their family does to ! 

Loving means setting free!! 

Can we imagine being in jungle or in a cage?! Will we survive? 

Humans have right to move freely and live 

So do these birds! You can’t take away their life for your entertainment 
I am not saying we should never have pets ! We should if it makes their life better
Take a street dog home and make him healthy

Cure a hurt bird

Feed other living beings 

But never dare to steal someone’s life! 

God is our creator and the only power who decides our fate ! We as humans should treat every being equally and with respect !! 

P.S  Dear friend, I don’t know if I stood upto your expectations or no in this blog but trust me more people like you will make the world a better place! Thanks for this! 

An idle mind is a devil’s workshop 

2 years ago, after the roller coaster of career choices and gaining exposure;I just gave in! 

I used to adapt to any thing and used to start doing things in the best way possible! I used to take them as challenges but honestly ,how far would I get with that?! 


Almost 2 years ago, when I gave in and my female instincts and tantrums started playing with me (well hormones!) I stopped functioning!
I had a great “excuse” (which was then the world end for me) -my family issues! 

I was born over sensitive and hyper emotional; honestly even these adjectives are an understatement! (My best friend is going to have a crazy smile over this line!) 
And I didn’t really got out of it! Instead I got another excuse in my life… It was so worthless that even mentioning it is our waste of time! 
And that time when my best friend stood by me ;I acted deaf! ( I love you) 
But out of everything that we spoke of I think the biggest lesson learnt was:-

“An idle mind is a devil’s workshop!”

Seriously!!!!!!! Soon when things started hitting me hard and I got my old ‘I can do anything’ self back I started a bullshit ending spree!! Literally!!😂(It was fun,surprisingly)
I ended my stupid friendships,worthless conversations and over thinking.
I started working and I got so so busy that even when my heart popped out things, I was like dude I don’t have time for this!
My world became smaller and smaller but my mind became peaceful!
And when I met my best friend recently, she says, You know what ? You have changed? 

And I felt nothing but pride !!!! She also told me: “I told you ,when you will get busy you will eventually not care!”
She was right folks, so was my Big Brother!! 
When you keep your mind free, your heart takes the charge and it makes you do the crazy dumb thinking and trust me it is not healthy!!!! You spend years thinking and feeling in a way but when you grow up, when you become mature and enter the new phase those years’ old ideologies fail !! 

They are a waste!! 
So , honestly even if it’s a day and you got nothing just do something!

Go out, clean your room,read a book, start a new course or create something beautiful!

Because later in life,you won’t have these moments ! You won’t really have time to spare ! 

So just go out there and invest your time into some “thing” ( NOT PEOPLE )

You will thank yourself later
Don’t give your mind a break ; don’t let your heart take over.

Be busy, be beautiful and be YOU!! 
P.S Also we humans are weird and if once we get used to lazying and wasting time it’s difficult to get your butt up and work again!! Don’t let that happen over any issue (EXCUSE!)