Hopes filled with doubts! 

The decisions she once made, were now blurry. 
The people she waved goodbye, were now being missed. 
Was she ever wrong in choosing her self first or was it all about how the time played its game? 
Sitting in dark, she still wonders were they worth the effort. 
A little buzz on her phone reverts, baby nobody’s worthier than you and nobody would ever be. 
Alas, she fell asleep with her thoughts still mingling and heart still hoping. 

Because We Love Mithu!!

So today one of my school friend sent me the above image and said you know why I sent you this? 
I was like umm idk ! Why?! 
And she said,”Because you write; I want you to write a blog about this issue!” 
And I have never felt this good!! 
I don’t really know how good I  would be , but I need to share a story :

When I was a kid I used to visit an aunt for some course and one day they suddenly had this parrot whom they lovingly called “Mithu”

Soon I got attached too , I used to spend time with him, feed him and expect him to repeat what I say .. It was fun! 
But after two weeks suddenly Mithu was gone !! 

And it shocked me because that aunty treated him like her son . 

Innocently, I asked her , ” Where is Mithu!?”

She said,” He’s gone!” 

“But we loved him na? And he seemed happy?!”

She told me ,” Beta , we loved him that’s why we set him free ! He was very small when we found him hurt on the street . Bhaiya bought him to cure him. You know? Mithu wasn’t from India .. And he didn’t know to fly! He must be flying with his mother and then got lost ! So we took him to the doctor , fed him , cured him and then let him go … ”

But why didn’t we let him be here forever??
“Because he has his own family and his own life . We only wanted to help him grow better. And more importantly because we love Mithu!” 
It’s been years to this incident and I still remember him and I am sure their family does to ! 

Loving means setting free!! 

Can we imagine being in jungle or in a cage?! Will we survive? 

Humans have right to move freely and live 

So do these birds! You can’t take away their life for your entertainment 
I am not saying we should never have pets ! We should if it makes their life better
Take a street dog home and make him healthy

Cure a hurt bird

Feed other living beings 

But never dare to steal someone’s life! 

God is our creator and the only power who decides our fate ! We as humans should treat every being equally and with respect !! 

P.S  Dear friend, I don’t know if I stood upto your expectations or no in this blog but trust me more people like you will make the world a better place! Thanks for this! 

Failed Friendships, Fake Friendships!

(Failed Friendships!)

Suddenly,it was a question about me and my friendships! 

About the friendships that stopped existing 
About the friendships that were never meant to be but made me feel otherwise 

They say as you grow up, you start loosing friends but does this growth give you strength for accepting the loss?

What went wrong?

What changed?

Was it me?

Was it me who failed? 

Was it me whose efforts didn’t seem enough? 

Was it me who inspite of giving everything to them couldn’t take it far?

Too many failed friendships made me question myself!

And amidst the noises in my head my heart whispered they were never really your friends!

(Fake Friendships!)

And then I realised it was purely my destiny and fortune that bestowed me with only the best people in my life and kept removing the toxic ones so that one day all my efforts would be reciprocated and my friendships would last forever!


He asked me, “Do you believe in destiny?”
I smiled, “If it wasn’t destiny I would have never seen you!”

And I sigh to myself it was destiny who removed all those toxic people and made me the one I am today so that you could fall in love with me….
And I hug him tight and say,”But it’s your efforts baby, you earned it.”
And with pride he hugs me tighter as I thank god in my heart.