Hopes filled with doubts! 

The decisions she once made, were now blurry. 
The people she waved goodbye, were now being missed. 
Was she ever wrong in choosing her self first or was it all about how the time played its game? 
Sitting in dark, she still wonders were they worth the effort. 
A little buzz on her phone reverts, baby nobody’s worthier than you and nobody would ever be. 
Alas, she fell asleep with her thoughts still mingling and heart still hoping. 

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Some Nights Like These! 

On Nights like these, when loneliness knocks and emptiness whispers. 
I remember each of you who once said they love me

I remember each of you who decided to forever be here with me 

I remember each of you whom I once called mine
Where are you now? Where have you been? 

Do you miss me as much as I miss you or you found someone of your own! 

Do you blame me for not letting you in anymore? 

Do you not remember me anymore? 

Do you care for me ? Do you love me? 

Some Nights likes these when you realise its still not begun. 

Friendship Day!!

Being a hypersensitive and over emotional woman being,I had always given special days more importance than it deserved 
I used to plan for such days and birthdays months in advance 
I used to make sure that the person receiving all my love feels like he/she is the best that could ever happen to me 
But !! They never felt that ! Those cards,gifts , long messages, posts and everything else lived only for a day and after that kept dying in a closet. 
Did it make them feel the best ?! Certainly, NO 
When we do things we love; we expect others to view them that way too 

But it doesn’t work that way! 
If red means the colour of love to me ; it might mean violence to the other 
All these years I gave everything I had to receive exactly the same in return and obviously I never got it 
But instead I got some really important lessons ! 
So when I finally understood the meaning of “Friendship Day!” I stopped celebrating it 
It still tempts me to take efforts;to shower love but luckily my heart aches and I decide to look away!! 

Days aren’t meant to show the world what the other person means to you !! 
When you are crying hard and can’t even speak a word but your bestfriend holds the line and let’s you cry that’s when you should tell her, “I Love You!” 
I didn’t celebrate friendship day in fact I didn’t even remember it and that didn’t change a thing!!! 
It just made me feel peaceful! Peaceful than ever before!!!

P.S. Special thanks to a sweet friend who’s a fan of my blog to remind me about posting!! Just been busy pal! But it’s sweet of you 😉 

iPhone user??

So a lot of people gave me a look as if I was now the prime minister because I owned an iPhone 🤔
The usual questions like ohh my god iPhone ?😳 

Wow! 😍

She’s so rich!🤔

I envy you😒

When will I get an iPhone bro?😢
Give me a break! It’s a phone! It is very very special because it has magical features and because it helps an individual grow in a lot of ways. Typically iPhones are meant for businessmen or women or kids who are extremely smart and can use them in the most productive way possible or some wannabes(p.s. In any case it’s an individual’s choice and life! No judging!)
Let’s see what makes iPhone so special 

iPhone helps an individual be self-confident 

No matter who you are, you always look beautiful in iPhone pictures and that’s without using effects

iPhone helps in capturing live moments

The productivity tools like word,excel,PowerPoint and easily accessible emails makes the business traveler’s life a bliss

It helps in working 24*7 and keep you updated every now and then 

Siri helps in a lot more way than just talk! 

And the best feature of iPhone is that it gives an idle  mind work! iPhone can make you a singer,writer,photographer,professional or businessman/businesswoman!

Okay honestly there’s a lot more to iPhone and I am still discovering.
Owning a iPhone is a special thing because it changes you as a person without you even realising it. 

Sure every phone has its own USP but well “if it’s not an iPhone it’s not an iPhone!”
So next time you see a person with iPhone understand he/she is using it for a lot of reasons and not necessarily because she’s rich! 
And for all the iPhone users, stop using this magic only for mediocre things and start using it for what it’s worth.
P.S I ain’t getting paid for this and it’s no promotion tactic. The views are personal! See you back soon..

Failed Friendships, Fake Friendships!

(Failed Friendships!)

Suddenly,it was a question about me and my friendships! 

About the friendships that stopped existing 
About the friendships that were never meant to be but made me feel otherwise 

They say as you grow up, you start loosing friends but does this growth give you strength for accepting the loss?

What went wrong?

What changed?

Was it me?

Was it me who failed? 

Was it me whose efforts didn’t seem enough? 

Was it me who inspite of giving everything to them couldn’t take it far?

Too many failed friendships made me question myself!

And amidst the noises in my head my heart whispered they were never really your friends!

(Fake Friendships!)

And then I realised it was purely my destiny and fortune that bestowed me with only the best people in my life and kept removing the toxic ones so that one day all my efforts would be reciprocated and my friendships would last forever!

A Girl 

“And she’s going to start the same old girl talk.”

“Feminism?!”

“Girls face so much!”

“Wow she’s going to write about the perfect girl!”

………
No I am not going to talk about girl problems or how beautiful she is as a muse or what makes it difficult to be a girl.
I am simply going to talk about a girl who is “A Human” : Who is alive because of biological processes;who thinks with her brain and loves with her heart;who is capable of creating magic and who is here to experience a life.
A girl who is here to dream,love,hope and believe.

A girl that is you and a girl that is me.
We humans have our perceptions made up so strong that even a single word triggers millions of thoughts and questions in our minds.

Feminism,equality,justice are not merely values or ideologies but categories which have made strong homes in our minds.

And in this world of categories and perceptions the girl just keeps fitting in instead of truly being “A Girl!”