Hopes filled with doubts! 

The decisions she once made, were now blurry. 
The people she waved goodbye, were now being missed. 
Was she ever wrong in choosing her self first or was it all about how the time played its game? 
Sitting in dark, she still wonders were they worth the effort. 
A little buzz on her phone reverts, baby nobody’s worthier than you and nobody would ever be. 
Alas, she fell asleep with her thoughts still mingling and heart still hoping. 

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An idle mind is a devil’s workshop 

2 years ago, after the roller coaster of career choices and gaining exposure;I just gave in! 

I used to adapt to any thing and used to start doing things in the best way possible! I used to take them as challenges but honestly ,how far would I get with that?! 

 

Almost 2 years ago, when I gave in and my female instincts and tantrums started playing with me (well hormones!) I stopped functioning!
I had a great “excuse” (which was then the world end for me) -my family issues! 

I was born over sensitive and hyper emotional; honestly even these adjectives are an understatement! (My best friend is going to have a crazy smile over this line!) 
And I didn’t really got out of it! Instead I got another excuse in my life… It was so worthless that even mentioning it is our waste of time! 
And that time when my best friend stood by me ;I acted deaf! ( I love you) 
But out of everything that we spoke of I think the biggest lesson learnt was:-

“An idle mind is a devil’s workshop!”


Seriously!!!!!!! Soon when things started hitting me hard and I got my old ‘I can do anything’ self back I started a bullshit ending spree!! Literally!!😂(It was fun,surprisingly)
I ended my stupid friendships,worthless conversations and over thinking.
I started working and I got so so busy that even when my heart popped out things, I was like dude I don’t have time for this!
My world became smaller and smaller but my mind became peaceful!
And when I met my best friend recently, she says, You know what ? You have changed? 

And I felt nothing but pride !!!! She also told me: “I told you ,when you will get busy you will eventually not care!”
She was right folks, so was my Big Brother!! 
When you keep your mind free, your heart takes the charge and it makes you do the crazy dumb thinking and trust me it is not healthy!!!! You spend years thinking and feeling in a way but when you grow up, when you become mature and enter the new phase those years’ old ideologies fail !! 

They are a waste!! 
So , honestly even if it’s a day and you got nothing just do something!

Go out, clean your room,read a book, start a new course or create something beautiful!

Because later in life,you won’t have these moments ! You won’t really have time to spare ! 

So just go out there and invest your time into some “thing” ( NOT PEOPLE )

You will thank yourself later
Don’t give your mind a break ; don’t let your heart take over.

Be busy, be beautiful and be YOU!! 
P.S Also we humans are weird and if once we get used to lazying and wasting time it’s difficult to get your butt up and work again!! Don’t let that happen over any issue (EXCUSE!)

Elder Brother 

He’s someone who fights with you

He’s  someone who fights for you;

He’s someone who teases you

He’s someone who motivates you;

He’s someone who makes you cry

He’s someone who makes your tears dry;

He’s someone who scolds you

He’s someone who pampers you;

He’s someone who will laugh when you fall 

(And) He’s someone who will pick you up like his most valued possession of the all;

He’s someone who will never let you feel insecure 

For it’s in his web of protection that you are the most secure;

He’s someone who won’t cry to you bragging about the love he has for you 

But show you that love in every little thing he does for you;

He’s someone who has suffered a lot more than you think 

He’s someone who has managed to survive in situations that stink;

He has seen a lot more shades to your parents than you have

He stood up (against them) for the dreams you have;

He’s someone who grew up much earlier than usual 

So that he could be the brother who is phenomenal;

He’s both your mother and your father 

He’s someone you can’t live without- 

“Your Elder Brother!

P.S: This could be your elder sister too… If you relate to this even a little,no matter where you are or what you are doing , call them;hug them;tell them how much they mean to you … Because they deserve to know..❤️❤️🎀